i’m having different dreams this past week lol. Last night I dream that I was having my family reunion from my father side. Family friends from Kuwait are there too, and the people that I met last night in Anthems & Destinations concert. Ok, the main thing here is that, everyone in the party are cracking cocaine, and I saw my cousin Telay also doing it. In my mind, what the fuck is wrong in here, then my dad’s brod in his fraternity is offering me. His telling me, it’s ok because it only happens during special occasion. I said no. then when it was getting late, everybody is sleeping, then their trying to finish the cocaine, the guy that is offering me cocaine is waking up my dad to finish it, but my dad is as sleep and his drunk, i don’t want him to get disturb because once his awake we can’t let him go back to sleep. So I said, I’ll take that last one. Then yeah. In my dream, i’ve tried drugs LOL
Ok, last night I had the coolest and peculiar dream ever. It’s like, in the movies or something. I had a lot of different dream, but this is worth posting. Because It’s about my mom.
I don’t know how it all started. But I remember i keep of switching lives. I keep on transferring to other families. My mom is always there, but she’s not my mom in the dream, it’s like she’s only a relative or a housekeeper. i’m switching lives every time i go to my mom and telling her that i’m her daughter and i’m begging for my old life. The theme is only revolving in 1 house, everytime i switch, different set up. it’s like i’m holding something, then when i switch life, it’s gone. the last part of my dream is that i can’t take it anymore, begging and begging for my old life that doesn’t happened. I knelt down to my mom and i told her screaming and crying ” I’m your daughter my mom’s name is Emelinda Nicolas! ” I stand up, chin up with my eyes closed and closed fist shouting ” Dear Lord! I begged for you! I want my old life back!!! ” And then, I opened my eyes, i’m at my bed. I woke up by my dream. i stared at the ceiling for like 5mins. wondering why would i dream such a thing. i checked the time it’s only 3:38am. i didn’t go back to sleep for like 30mins. wondering why. probably it’s a message from God. it’s a lesson that no one can ever replace the love that you have from your mom.
I asked my mom if she was thinking at me last night. And she said yes. Probably the Time Magazine was right. The person thinking of you will appear to your dream.